Hello there! It's me. Kelly. I pretty much dropped off the face of the earth for over two years - closer to three. I was sick. I struggled. I went through the refiners fire. I'm on the other end now. I'm not completely better, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and I am starting to feel strong. I stopped writing this blog because it was too much. My days were spent sleeping and worrying. I worried about how I would get better/ if I would get better. I worried what my kids would eat. I worried if my kids would have a "normal"childhood. And I worried about who I was anymore. If I got out of bed it was to fix food for my kids. It defiantly wasn't to blog. As I pulled this blog up, this was one of the last posts I drafted. I didn't publish it, because at that point, I didn't know how to talk about my disease to others. Being a sick person was new ground for me. It was a new role and I didn't know how to play the p
