You're still here

I'm quite thankful that tomorrow is Stake Conference so it is possible that I won't run into many people that I know. I'm getting to the stage where people start to say, "Oh, you're still here." I know they mean well, but it is a painful reminder that I'm still pregnant. I have to admit I seem to want to have my cake and eat it too. I don't want to be pregnant and yet everytime I think I'm having a contraction (I've been have little ones since Thursday night.) I tense up. I'm sure once they really start with all their force and glory I will be find and can get in "the mode", but at times it is a bit intimidating.

Anyway, off I go to try to sleep...